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Bleh?

Thu Jan 4, 2007, 3:14 AM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Love Addict - Family Force 5
  • Reading: Harry Potter & The Prisoner Of Azkaban
  • Drinking: Water
i'm feeling kinda bLeHish at the moment... i'd prefer not to go into why i'm feeling like that... but everythings just... frustrating me...

i feel like i have no one i can talk to and i just wanna like... scream..

i wish i could just... escape... have no one around me that knows me for like.. a couple of days, just being able to lay somewhere quiet in the dark and be able to think about stuff without any distractions... in complete solitude...

one problem with that plan... i have a fear of being alone... and the dark (if im alone) so... yea...

i doubt people will read this... but i just hadta like... type it out.. even though i said nothing... but yea

i hope you all had an awesome nye & christmas and hope the new year brings you lotsa yayness:P

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List Of Movies I Wanna See:
  • The NeverEnding Story
  • Amelie (seen half)
  • Darkness Falls
  • Vanilla Sky
  • Constantine
  • Life As A House
  • Anchorman
  • Wayne's World
  • Chasing Amy
  • Zoolander
  • Freddy Got Fingered
  • Crazy Beautiful
  • Elizabethtown
  • Fluke
  • Snatch
  • Velvet Goldmine
  • Hard Candy
  • Sixteen Candles
  • Memoirs Of A Geisha
  • Pride & Prejudice
  • Brokeback Mountain
  • Beautiful Thing
  • To Kill A Mockingbird
  • Heathers
  • Mermaids
  • The Breakfast Club
  • Fame
  • Footloose
  • Flashdance
  • Cruel Intentions (possibly seen)
  • Hotel Rwanda
  • My Girl
  • Mona Lisa Smile
  • Practical Magic
  • Pretty In Pink
  • Casablanca
  • Clerks
  • Willow
  • Cry Wolf
  • Grizzly Man
  • The Brothers Grimm
  • Dick
  • Mallrats (seen half... crap copy kept skipping)
  • The Libertine
  • Armageddon
  • Helter Skelter (seen half... loved it)
  • An Inconvenient Truth
  • Empire Records
  • Without A Paddle (seen half)
  • The Mexican


    • 10 Comments

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    Mood: Sympathy ~Fragile-yet-CunNINg Jan 4, 2007, 3:24:18 AM
    Aww *pattest nashy's head* There there. Try one of those stress toys, something you can squeeze your frustration into. My art teacher would recommend clay :giggle: you can mash it to pulp and still make something pretty out of it.
    I used to fear the dark, until I realised that dark places are cool, because you might stumble upon a handsome vampire there... Maybe that's only works for me.

    --
    Homicidal, avoidant mental patient with a crayon.
    Warning: Lacking in social skills.
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    ~SpeakOutloud16 Jan 4, 2007, 10:09:14 PM
    lol i'll get over it soonlike.. and now i want some clay... or playdoh :P

    lol im just scared that theres something there that i cant see

    x Nash

    --
    That's What They All Say....
    :iconfragile-yet-cunning:
    ~Fragile-yet-CunNINg Jan 5, 2007, 3:12:44 AM
    Neighbourhood kids beware - Nash is after your playdoh. :giggle:

    --
    Homicidal, avoidant mental patient with a crayon.
    Warning: Lacking in social skills.
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    ~SpeakOutloud16 Jan 5, 2007, 4:48:42 AM
    lmfao! but playdoh is less messy :P so therefore better

    x Nash

    --
    That's What They All Say....
    :iconwhy-do-tears-flow:
    Mood: Caring ~why-do-tears-flow Jan 6, 2007, 8:48:25 PM
    OMG!!!! As if you've got no one to talk to, what am I??? Invisible??? And as if no one's gonna read this, again, have you forgotten about me who practically lives on this site?

    Honestly Nash I love you and you're like my bestest friendish thing and IPYMTYWEBAIHAN!!!!

    Uhuh!!!

    --
    Ask yourself three questions, Tatiana Metanova, to know who you are. Ask yourself, "What do you believe in?" "What do you hope for?" But most importantly, ask yourself, "What do you love" Answer all three, and only then will you know who you are.
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    ~SpeakOutloud16 Jan 7, 2007, 6:18:52 AM
    ok... i couldnt figure out ur IPYness...

    and i havent forgotten about u... i just... i dunno... i feel as if i cant tell u... or even mel... and mah brain is gon explode soon *(dies)*

    and how am i to know ud read this?! :P

    x Nash

    --
    That's What They All Say....
    :iconwhy-do-tears-flow:
    ~why-do-tears-flow Jan 7, 2007, 9:30:50 PM
    U should know i'd read this because ur my friend and IPY.. n yeah...

    n it's I penis you more than you will ever believe and i have a nose...

    come on, I was bored!! lol

    or sorry, apparently it's not allowed to be lol anymore, it has to be lqtm (laughing quietly to myself) *rolls eyes*

    --
    Ask yourself three questions, Tatiana Metanova, to know who you are. Ask yourself, "What do you believe in?" "What do you hope for?" But most importantly, ask yourself, "What do you love" Answer all three, and only then will you know who you are.
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    ~SpeakOutloud16 Jan 8, 2007, 8:44:40 AM
    lol but stilllllll.... yea :P n IPYTTTT

    ok... serriouslly... how was i meant to get the end bit?! i got upto and... silly... :P

    wtf???

    x Nash

    --
    That's What They All Say....
    :iconwhy-do-tears-flow:
    ~why-do-tears-flow Jan 9, 2007, 1:45:13 AM
    I thought you could read my mind and all? lol :P

    *hugs n stuff*

    --
    Ask yourself three questions, Tatiana Metanova, to know who you are. Ask yourself, "What do you believe in?" "What do you hope for?" But most importantly, ask yourself, "What do you love" Answer all three, and only then will you know who you are.
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